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Portland is Powell’s

by CSLi on September 23, 2008

Portland, Oregon
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Powell's Bookstore, Portland OR

Portland, Oregon

AAfter visiting Alaska, every sunset nudged us closer to home. In Brooklyn, my cats Ruben and Little One Eye were waiting for me, growing fat, and Kate’s friends held their nightly Casper vigil. It seemed that we’d only just touched our feet to the muskeg before boarding the MV Columbia again. Good-bye, Tom and Kira, good-bye bar boys with headgear, it was very nice, we had a lovely time, good-bye. We wanted to ferry over to Sitka and visit Miyike (met on ferry #1) but there was no efficient way to do this.

Stumbling onto land at 7am, Bellingham looked exactly as we had left it seven days before, but with the scent of a story read to us from an old book, damp-smelling. We were ready for the next book. We drove south from Bellingham, quick stop for tea, another at an exit advertising “farm fresh corn!” (which we couldn’t find), another visit with Jamie in Redmond –Shall we see Seattle? No Seattle! –Hwy 5 to Portland for lunch, quick stop for gas –oughtn’t we have seen Seattle? Google-searching for vegetarian cafes in Portland,  inadequacy of google forcing us to ASK FOR DIRECTIONS, circling in the car like mad to find parking, we settled finally at the corner of NW tenth and W Burnside Street.

This is also the address of Powell’s, the largest bookstore in the world. It takes up a city block and stocks a million new and used books. “Sure,” I snorted, “in the world, no less.” (Why are New Yorkers this way? Is it something in the water?) In my defense, I just couldn’t imagine a bookstore with more character, or more books, than our beloved Strand. That’s right –EIGHT MILES of BOOKS organized so haphazardly and rising a mile above your head, dumped there with such little love that you balk at any price tag over a dollar –that’s the Strand. And lest you forget where you are, notice the commode so tiny and bespattered with GOO that you’ll fairly gasp the words: New York City.

But I was not in New York, at least not yet, and I’d been roughing it for three weeks. Where’s the café in this bookstore? Happy camper Chunsoon Li wants a chai spiced latte with soy milk and Splenda. Oh, and a cookie…yes, that one…in the back under those others? Thank you. Kate left me to find a book about the Appalachian Trail, something she’s taken a keen interest in. I settled down at a table with my cookie, my tea, and my ‘top.

Powell’s bookstore is wonderful. They organise the books by title, so if you’re looking for a decent, tattered copy of Lolita circa 1955 or its current lascivious incarnation you will find them side-by-side on the shelf –okay, well, you won‘t find the rare green classic but you take my meaning: Powell‘s encourages people to buy used books. I saw a sign that proclaims: “Every day, we receive four to six thousand used books”, which somehow makes me smile and cringe at the same time. All those books, such little time, so many bookworms dying? According to their website, about three thousand people per day walk in and buy a book (Kate), and another three just browse and drink caffeine (me). People once feared that television would herald an end to reading. Powell’s garners about eighty thousand visitors, online and in-store, per day.

Just thinking about that makes me giddy.

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people: Alaska

by CSLi on September 22, 2008

Tom and Kira
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Dinner at Kira and Tom's place

Dinner at Kira and Tom’s place

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places: Alaska

by CSLi on September 22, 2008

water like a silk sheet

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Discipline, Generosity.

by CSLi on September 6, 2008

MVColumbia, Alaska
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On the Columbia deck, Gulf of Alaska

On the Columbia deck, Gulf of Alaska

WWhat distinguishes a “good person” from anyone else?

I’m on the Columbia ferry, a 335,000sf rig that has taken us from Bellingham, WA to Petersburg, Alaska, and is now taking us back. The public announcements overhead are preceded by a lute-ish tone sounding like my phone when it receives a text message; Though there hasn’t been a cell signal for days, I scurry after my phone at each “car deck” call. Below us, 134 cars, RVs, vans, and SUVs are held hostage in the belly of the whale, below sea level, along with 50 dogs locked in the cars. Jonah’s song rises up from their throats toward a heaven so far above them now that it must, at times, seem futile.

A week has flown by. I haven’t written anything. If there is a reason, it’s a stupid one. Have I been busy? Have I been tired, or cranky? I was raised in a rather disciplined environment. You could even say that I’ve come to love discipline for its own sake. This isn’t an efficient way to be, but what can you do? I was telling Kate about my appreciation for the steely, “Greatest Generation” characters who fought our wars and built our bridges. The most beautiful part about discipline, to me, is what you might call its “mechanism”. It goes something like this:

1. Person determines to do something that is not effortless (and sufficiently beneficial to warrant the effort, i.e. lose weight, keep in contact with friends, etc.)
2. Person starts out strong, “disciplined”
3. After a week or month, Person starts to falter in her desire to remain disciplined. She wakes up too late to exercise, or she starts thinking that she’ll never be a real artist so WHY draw EVERY DAY?? This is called sabotage.
4. The beautiful mechanism of discipline: Person can relax and simply buckle down to the task. This is because she:
A. Said she would, and
B. Submits herself to a Greater Good–both the good of her endeavors, and the good that comes from keeping your word

Now — isn’t that exquisite? Simply Splenda. Maybe discipline is one of the marks of a “good person”. We certainly recognise it when we see it, and usually with respect. Of course, my discipline falters all the time–as when I’m on a boat trawling up the Gulf of Alaska, on deck in a sleeping bag, trying to get up the get-go to write. I am not nearly so good as I’d like to be.

Last time we were on this ferry, there were entire hordes of elderly couples, a few foreigners, and a harried father with four (five? six?) terrible sons. These boys slept by day and ran about all night, squealing like puppies. I felt sincere pangs of sympathy for Dad–alternating with a wish that he would kill them. But I don’t mean to sound ungenerous.

Generosity is another trait that “good people” possess. They laugh heartily, give freely when they can, and harbor no agenda for recognition or pay. Good people have a generosity of spirit that attends their language and their deeds. I swear, you can see it in their eyes. They brim with a loving sobriety. A generous person doesn’t suffer for the sake of others–that’s something different. That is what we call “masochism”. (I have no problem with masochists, some of my best friends et-cetera et-cetera, but I prefer to call something what it is. In the way that a man without fear cannot be courageous, a man without love for himself cannot be generous.)

In Petersburg, Kate and I saw a movie called “The Straight Story”, about an old man who drives his lawn mower from Laurens, IA to Mount Zion, WI to visit his elder brother. This man is depicted as independent, proud, disciplined and kind–not a hardened soul, not a pushover either–just reliable, human, and good.

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